I've realized that it's been a long time since I wrote anything here.. x_X

Blame MySpace.. x_X

Well, I changed the layout and entire look of my blog.. ^_^;; I really like it.. I even added a new tagboard.. ^_^

I'm on winter vacation now.. so I'm here at home for a month.. I went to the high school on Tuesday and I got to see everyone there. I missed you all very much.. I also got my long awaited birthday presents from Kerri. Thank you very much for the gifts and cards.. I really really love them..

I'm happy to say that I finally got a new compu, a laptop to be more specific. I really like it since I can take it home and take it to college up in Portland with me.. 

Hope everyone is doing fine~

BGM: "Current" - Schwarz Stein

Quote for today: "I need to make more art.."

You're Aoi Tsuki (Blue Moon)! You're far away from
your love and you want nothing more than to be
with them and watch that blue-coloured moon
together. How romantic...

Which Dir en Grey song are you?
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Well, I'm actually sort of enjoying the college life, I like the fact that I have freedom.. It's something I've never got to experience until now..

I finally got to catch up with Thomas, a new friend of mine who I met at orientation on the 9th.. so I don't really feel as lonely as I used to when I first moved a couple of days ago..

We've been going around town for the past couple of days.. Today we went to Powell's Bookstore and to some music CD stores.. Powells' Bookstore has a lot of Manga.. A LOT.. lol, and the best thing is they're all in the original format, meaning in Japanese text and everything.. They have DN*Angel, I wish I could read it in the original Japanese text.. T_T but I'll have to wait..

We also went to this other bookstore (forgot the name) but, they have the Gothic&Lolita Bible Book.. I saw pictures of Mana, and some other Gothic and Lolita fashions.. There was even a Mana poster! (I want it.. T_T), but sadly, I didn't find a picture of Kamijo from Lareine on there.. I was expecting to see a picture of him in the book, but sadly there wasn't..

The Gothic&Lolita Bible books are expensive though... $24.. I better save up my money for it...

I hope everyone's doing fine.. take care everyone.. miss you all.. ^_^

BGM: "Fleur" - Lareine

P.S. Everyone should watch 'Ah! Megami-sama the Movie' (Ah! My Goddess the movie), I watched it last night it was good.. ^_^

Here's a picture of Belldandy, the main character of Ah! My Goddess:

GENERAL
001) How did you discover JRock? Through anime.
002) When did you discover JRock? March of 2003
003) So how long have you been a fan then? A little over 2 years..
004) Are you a fan of Visual Kei? Yeah! Cross-dressers Rock! 
005) Are you a fan of JPop? Somewhat, I do like Ayumi Hamasaki, and some of Johnny's Jimusho, like V6
006) Are you a fan of fanservice? Fanservice creeps me out sometimes..

FIRSTS
007) First solo artist you heard? T.M. Revolution
008) First band/group you heard? RAMAR
009) First JRock crush? Sakai Yuusuke from RAMAR, it was his voice that got to me..
010) First JRocker to scare you? Kyo from Dir en Grey
011) First JRocker you mistook for a woman? Mana from Malice Mizer, I didn't believe at first that he was a guy, it took me a while to get used to his feminine looks..
012) First yaoi pairing you saw? Gackt x Hyde
013) First yaoi pairing you became a fan of? I'm not into Yaoi..
014) First Asian Kung-Fu Generation song? Haruka Kanata
015) First B'z song? -_-;;; I don't remember..
016) First baroque song? Never listened to them.
017) First BLOOD song? Read above..
018) First Buck-Tick song? Gessekai
019) First Deadman song? Never listened to them..
020) First D'espairsRay song? Read Above.. I should be listening to them though..
021) First Dir en grey song? The Final
022) First Due'le Quartz song? Never listened to them..
023) First Duel Jewel song? Read Above..
024) First Gackt song? The blues version of Vanilla I think it was.. Didn't like it though, Gackt should of stayed with Malice Mizer, that's where he belongs..
025) First Gazette song? Zakurogata no Yuutsu
026) First GLAY song? Can't remember..
027) First hide song? Pink Spider
028) First Hyde song? I can't remember.. I saw the P.V. of it on a TV show.
029) First Iceman song? Who's Iceman? x_X
030) First J song? I haven't listened to his solo work, if you mean Luna Sea, then there you go..
031) First Janne da Arc song? Shining Ray
032) First Kagerou song? Can't remember
033) First Kagrra song? Omou
034) First L'Arc~en~Ciel song? Fourth Avenue Cafe
035) First La'Cryma Christi song? Blossom

036) First Lareine song? Chou no Hana
037) First Luna Sea song? Storm
038) First Malice Mizer song? I can't seem to remember, Illuminati or Syunikiss.. They were my first Visual Kei band..
039) First Merry song? Never listened to them..
040) First Miyavi song? I can't remember..
041) First Moi dix Mois song? Glorie dans le Silence
042) First MUCC song? Never listened to them..
043) First Nightmare song? Traumenai
044) First PENICILLIN song? I should be listening to this band.. I haven't heard them yet..
045) First Pierrot song? Ecosystem..
046) First Plastic Tree song? Haven't heard them yet, I should be listening to them as well..
047) First Psycho le Cemu song? Yuu

048) First Raphael song? I want to listen to this band..
049) First SADS song? Never listened to them..
050) First Schwarz Stein song? Read above..
051) First SHAZNA song? Read above..
052) First Shiina Ringo song? Heard of her, never listened to her..
053) First Siam Shade song? I need to listen to this group as well..
054) First Sugizo song? Think Luna Sea..
055) First Tetsu69 song? Can't remember, it's written in my blog somewhere..
056) First TRANSTIC NERVE song? Can't remember the name, but it was used in an anime..
057) First X Japan song? Dahlia, from the their last CD..

FAVORITES
058) Favorite band? Too many favorite bands, but if you mean all time favorite, it has to be RAMAR.
059) Favorite band musically? Too many to count.. to name a few, they would have to be RAMAR, Lareine, Malice Mizer, and Luna Sea
060) Favorite band physically (eye-candy)? Don't have one..
061) Favorite Indies band? RAMAR..
062) Favorite JRocker? Sakai Yuusuke of RAMAR
063) Favorite vocalist? Too many..
064) Favorite guitarist? Okamoto Yutaka (RAMAR). Others include Sugizo (Luna Sea), Mana (Malice Mizer), Mayu (Lareine)..
065) Favorite bassist? Maruyama Tetsuhisa (RAMAR), Emiru (Lareine)
067) Favorite pianist/keyboardist? Yoshiki (X Japan)
068) Favorite song? Too Many.. At the moment I'm in love with Lareine's Saikai no Hana..
069) Favorite PV? Wild Flowers by RAMAR and Believe by Nightmare
070) Favorite Live? I haven't seen any lives of any band.. T_T
071) Favorite clip? I guess I could say Gackt's so called 'Crotch Grabber Show' from Hey!Hey!Hey! Music Champ.. It was hilarious..
072) Favorite Gackt commercial? Never seen one, could his 'Crotch Grabber Show' clip be considered one? x_X
073) Favorite couple? If you mean in terms of Yaoi, then I don't have one..

WHICH ONE?
074) Skirt or pants? Both..
075) Mana or Izam? Mana! Izam's kind of weird.. x_X
076) Kyo or Tatsurou? Kyo..
077) Gackt or Miyavi? Gackt, I know more stuff about him than Miyavi..
078) Taiji or Heath? Taiji, there's something about him that I like..
079) J or Sugizo? Both! I loved them both when they were in Luna Sea..
080) Yoshiki: Long hair or short? Long Hair.. I love the feminine look.. ^_^;
081) Ken: Facial hair or none? Both, he looks good either way..
082) Aya: Boy or girl? Girl! I've only seen him that way..
083) Kirito: Gay or straight? I prefer straight.. but whatever floats his boat is up to him..
084) Daisuke: Make-up or none? I've never thought about it..
085) hide: Dead or alive? Alive, he means too much to the Jrock world..
086) Gackt x Hyde or Hyde x Gackt? Gackt x Hyde..

WHICH JROCKER IS MOST...
087) Adorable? Emiru from Lareine.
088) Annoying? Don't know..
089) Attractive? Sakai Yuusuke (RAMAR)
090) Bishi? Read Above..
091) Childish? Don't know..
092) Cute? Emiru from Lareine. I love the cupid look..
093) Disturbing? Kyo from Dir en Grey freaks me out sometimes..
094) Dorky? Gackt.. He says that he's 400 something years old.. x_X
095) Edible? Don't know..
096) Feminine? Mana (Malice Mizer), Machi (Lareine)
097) Frightening? Look at disturbing up above..
098) Gay? Don't know..
099) Masculine? Uh.. I don't know Ken from L'arc en Ciel?
100) Otaku? Don't know..
101) Reserved? Does Shinya from Dir en Grey count? Takeo (Pierrot)
102) Sex-able? ...
103) Talented? Don't know..
104) Zealous? Too many..

ASSOCIATED WORD WITH JROCKER
105) Abs: All I come up with is Jpop.
106) Alcohol: don't know..
107) Alien: Gackt..
108) Ass: x_X
109) Bondage: Reita. Maybe Ni~ya from Nightmare..
110) Chicken: don't know..
111) Dictator: Gackt..
112) Engrish: Too many..
113) Food: Don't know..
114) Goth: Visual Kei Jrockers
115) Hentai: Gackt. x_X blame those fanservice pics...
116) Hump: Gackt..
117) Kimono: anybody from Kagrra..
118) Kinky: lol, I like that band.. don't know which Jrocker it would remind me of..
119) Leather: Gackt..
120) Moon: Kamijo, I love to hear his voice at night.. lol..
121) Piercing: Miyavi
122) Platforms: as in the shoes? Mana..
123) Sex: Gackt..
124) Smoking: Ken (L'arc en Ciel)
125) Vanilla: Gackt..
126) Visual: Malice Mizer, Lareine..

PLACE A JROCKER
127) America: RAMAR!
128) China: Can't think of any.. somehow all I come up with is Jpop and Silver Ash..
129) France: Mana..
130) Hawaii: Don't know..
131) Hospital: Gackt.. x_X
132) Japan: Everyone..
133) Los Angeles: Yoshiki
134) Mars: Don't know..
135) McDonald's: Don't know..
136) Merry-go-Round: Kamijo..
137) Movie Theater: Mana or Gackt.. I'd prefer both though.. lol..
138) Okinawa: Everyone..
139) Pet Store: Maruyama Tetsuhisa
140) Pharmacy: Malice Mizer, They dressed up as doctors.. well except for Mana, he was the nurse..
141) Supermarket: All I come up is Maldita Vecindad, but since they are Rock en Espanol, they don't count..
142) Sushi Bar: Don't know..
143) The North Pole: Don't know..

JROCKER MOST LIKELY...
144) To get the stuffing beat out of them? Don't know, I don't think they'd let themselves get beat up..
145) To get kidnapped? Gackt.. Everyone seems to love him along with Hyde.. but I wouldn't kidnap them..
146) To have kids? The older Jrockers from the late 80s to early 90s.. meaning X Japan, Luna Sea..
147) To eat kids? x_X I don't know.. Maybe Kyo?
148) An actual woman? Mana..
149) An evil spy? Don't know..
150) A government agent? Don't Know..
151) An alien? Gackt.. He's weird as it is.. lol, but everyone loves him for it..
152) American? Kamijo, he doesn't look Japanese to me, maybe it's because of his blonde hair..
153) To rule Japan? Mana, he's the queen of Jrock..
154) To rule the world? Gackt, for obivious reasons.. Maybe Yoshiki too, since he pretty much produced most V.K./Jrock bands ranging from his own X Japan to Luna Sea to RAMAR to Glay and Dir en Grey on Extasy Records..
155) To go bald? Don't even want to think about any Jrocker going bald.. x_X
156) To get braces? I don't remember, but some Jrocker never smiles because of their bad teeth, I can't remember who though, I think it's Toshiya from Dir en Grey..
157) To go into retirement first? No Jrocker, I hope..

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
158) Gackt quit writing music? Force him to reunite with Malice Mizer..
159) Toshiya got braces? Never thought about it..
160) Yoshiki went bald? I'd freak out.. x_X
161) Klaha bleached his hair? I'd freak out, I love Klaha's hair..
162) Mana became Japan's next Prime Minister? That would be sweet!
163) hide appeared in your room? I'd ask him why he died..
164) Koshi stopped singing? Who's Koshi???
165) Jiro sat on you? Don't know, tell him to get off?
166) Miyavi bit you? X_X
167) Yasu spanked you? Who's Yasu? x_X
168) Hyde glomped you? I don't know.. Hug him in return?
169) Sugizo mooned you? X_X
170) Yukke poked you? Poke back.. lol, Poking people is fun.. ^_^;;;
171) Sakura offered you a joint? Call Police..
172) Izumi could kick Jet Li's ass? Don't know..
173) They made a Psycho le Cemu anime? I'd see it..
174) Akira [baroque] became your new classmate/co-worker? Ask to take me to Japan..
175) Kozi poked you in the eye? Poke him back and call the hospital..
176) Hakuei gave you a lapdance? x_X
177) Kirito was your roommate? That'd be cool.. We'd talk about Jrock..
178) seek wanted to take a stroll through your neighborhood? I'd let him..
179) Levin started speaking Spanish? Let the guy learn, then we could talk in Spanish.. lol.. Who's Levin? x_X
180) Hisashi decided to wear a mohawk? I'd freak.. x_X
181) Kyo did parapara? Don't know..
182) Chachamaru cut his hair? Who's that?
183) Toshi left his cult? If that's the thing that made him leave X, then by all means I'd rejoice if he reunited with X and left the cult..
184) Sakito assassinated the Emperor of Japan? Don't know..
185) Ryou popped out of your closet? Freak out and then call the police, who's Ryou?
186) Takuro picked his nose during an interview? Don't know, but I think that's disgusting..

SONGS
187) First JRock song you ever heard? Wild Flowers by RAMAR
188) Song that best captures JRock? Too many songs..
189) Song best performed live? I haven't seem any.. T_T
190) Song that turns you on? �
191) Sappiest? Don't know..
192) Happiest? Saikai no Hana by Lareine, I love that song so much!
193) Saddest? Tears by X Japan
194) Best for head-banging? Dir en Grey songs, straightener's songs are good as well..
195) Best for dancing? As in a Waltz it would be Forever Love by X Japan or Ashita Moshi Kimiga Kowaretemo by WANDS
196) Best for driving? Any Jrock song..
197) Best for summer? Any Jrock song
198) Best for winter? Any Jrock song...
199) Best for Halloween? Glorie dans le Silence or Priere by Moi dix Mois, N.P.S.N.G.S by Malice Mizer
200) Best for Christmas? Chou no Hana by Lareine, lol, it's the Christmas Version..
201) Best party song? Don't have one..
202) Makes you hungry? Don't have one..
203) Makes you sleepy? Wish or I for You by Luna Sea, somehow I tend to fall asleep to both of these when I listen to them at night..
204) Makes you angry? Don't have one..
205) Makes you hyper? Read above..
206) Makes you think of snow? Don't have one..
207) Makes you think of flowers? Chou no Hana and Saikai no Hana by Lareine, as well as Kagayaku-Hana by RAMAR..
208) Makes you think of vampires? Transylvania by Malice Mizer
209) Makes you think of the moon? Lareine's Songs..
210) Makes you think of water? Emeraude ~Umi ni Miserarete~ by Lareine
211) Makes you think of rain? RAIN by Luna Sea
212) Song you'd like played at your wedding? Hikari no Yukue by RAMAR or Forever Love by X Japan
213) Song you'd like played at your funeral? Don't have one..
214) Song that would go best in a movie? Malice Mizer's songs..
215) Song that would go best in an anime? L'arc en Ciel's Songs
216) Song that would go best in a video game? 8bit Girls Bravo by Metronome, the whole song is a video game in itself..
217) Best intro? Too Many..
218) Best ending? Social Climber by RAMAR
219) Best guitar solo? Too many..
220) Best bass line? Read above..
221) Best acoustic guitar work? Too Many..
222) Best piano work? Le Ciel by Malice Mizer
223) Best drum work? Too Many..
224) Best vocals? Read above..
225) Best written? Too Many..

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU MET...
263) B'z: Koshi? "hi.."
264) B'z: Tak? "hi.."
265) baroque: Ryou? same as above
266) baroque: Kei? same as above
267) baroque: Akira? same as above
268) baroque: Bansaku? same as above
269) Dir en grey: Kaoru? "You're awesome!"
270) Dir en grey: Die? Same as above..
271) Dir en grey: Toshiya? Read above and compliment on his bass skills..
272) Dir en grey: Shinya? "Shinya, I love your feminine look!" and hug him..
273) Dir en grey: Kyo? I'd be scared to talk to Kyo, he might frighten me or something..
274) Due'le Quartz: 'Hi.."
275) Miyavi? Ask for pics..

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